so it finally, fell
and i laid out in the sunlight for hours;
moon phases and seasons bloomed
flowers
my palms outstretched.. turned upward
trying to seek some words
of gentle advice from the universe
or god, or the like
where do i go? my whole world just
fell in front of me
and i could only stare blankly
like that inner chaos where you
can feel your veins
stinging the inside of your skin
or your lungs filling with fluid
so your soul can
sink