The Mirror Has No Reflection.

I'm tired of this world
Where I'm still awake, but still asleep
Where I don't know if it's my head, or my heartbeat
If I try to run away from this town
Don't chase after me,
I need to go through the pain of a comedown

Won't you cut my arm into pieces
So I can't find a vein anymore
I need to slice away my arteries
And watch my needle romance bleed away

Oh, the irony,
Of a taste so beautiful, yet, hurtful
Like a rose lined with razorblades
That gashes every cappilary, every vein
Every inside fibre
Of your life away

'cause I wish this poison more then I wish disaster
I'd rather die then be without the needle sharp
Days turn into weeks into months into years
The colour drains from my skin
Turns barely ivory
Bet you could almost see straight through me

When I was young I witnessed a murder
But I was too scared to make the call
Little did I know I was the killer
I don't look pretty dead
I look like a fucking waste
It almost seems as though my life was laced
I'm on a one way ride
To a 19-year old's grave,
But I know it's the only escape

Theres nightmares when I'm awake
It's all a painful dream
Theres voices telling me to immerse underwater
And simply 'fall asleep'
I need someone to hold onto and cry, cry, cry.
Because inside I know, I've already
died.

Withdrawn.

"The vomit, the cramps, your gut tied in knots.
The jangling nerves screaming for one more shot.
The hot chills and cold sweats, withdrawal pains,
can only be saved by my little white grains."

Sunshine.

'cause I'm so, so cold
Won't you open up your bedroom window?
I know I've got a needle hanging out of my vein
Let me inside, and I'll be able to take it away

It's never sunshine anymore.

Daisy.

Daisy, baby
I need a lift. It looks like I'm smoking the morning air
If you let me inside, I'll take you away
You'll never want to come back home,
you'll never ever feel alone.

Daisy my love,
You've got to wrap the tourniquet tight
You've got to push the needle in 'til you find the light
It only hurts the first few hundred times
Then it's bliss, 'cause your arms already died
So come lie with me,
Watch this city burn away
I'll wrap my arms around you
Life will never be the same

Daisy, darling
I'll be here to save you on the comedown
We'll run to the ocean and listen to the sounds
I will never let go of your hand
Through the highs, and through the lows
You're my most beautiful friend

Daisy, don't you feel alive?
Isn't this the way we are suppose to feel inside?
Heroin. It's bliss.
It's life.

So one more time Daisy,
Come dance with me
Push away the pain, 'cause the world has a disease
And we've found the cure
A thousand stars through the bloodstream
Daisy. Daisy.
Come join me.

If your tears tasted as sweet, believe me,
I'd leave.
But even the curves of your hips
Or the glossy lining of your lips
Just can't compare
To the ampoule thats the needle,
and the life thats inside of there

Into the summer I gaze into the sun
Soaking up the burning because I know
I'm turning into no one
When family ignore birthdays, they say it's 'out of love'
'cause you've got to hit rock bottom
Before you can come back up

But truth be told, I'll never stop
I just can't, I can't, isn't that enough?
I really don't want to be like this
I don't want to spend my life alone
Inside I know i just want to come home

So for you,
I'm sorry it's Heroin i chose
It was your heart I just happened to find
I bruised it, I left it behind
Inside babe, I've already died
It's me and my needle for a double suicide.

The city will be sweeter without me
I'm sick in my mind and in my heart
I just want to go back to the start
And cut the tourniquet off my arm

I'm so young but my world's already fallen apart
There was no warning packet on my syringe
Now I can't breathe unless I dig it in my arm
I don't want to be like this,
I just want you to believe
I promise, I promise I did try
I'm dead in everybody's eyes.