i cant explain what I'm feeling
its nonsense
i know, and the more i try to
find words that resemble it the more
i am thrown
and wondering if this is even real
that all this could happen inside
of you - that you could feel so immeasurably
unsure of what is happening that even the
last 10 years of reading daily has failed to
provided you with a wide enough
vocabulary to possibly turn this into
a formation of words.
I've followed thought streams; down endless tangents until they made no sense. and
still i am left with nothing
they call it alexithymia. i read once. my writing sucks at the moment.