this is confusing, I'm trying to grasp onto reality
out the window, the scene
seems like a dream, like a painting
I'm trying to talk, to speak to explain
but my words are disordered, they're coming
out wrong and my thoughts are tangled
and
i
dont wanna see a doctor or a nurse,
or get more medicine, or drink or even
worse..
and i don't wanna think i'm sick
or unwell, or I'm thinking in reverse
or even
worse.